Thursday, January 4, 2007

Poems

Hey. I've posted a collection of poems I've written over the past 3 years. They've all been copyrighted to AllPoetry.com. (Just saying... that wasn't suppose to sound presumptuous or anything, because most of these works seem... young... to me.)
30 March 2006
Two
two. you were there. i was here. thinking of you. dark night. cold night. cold heart. warm bodies. moving close. touch first. taste later. push now. pull now. deep penetration. energy radiates. tingling toes. rise and fall. smell of sex. smell of you. rest a while but gone before morning. two.
4 March 2006
Desperately
I am here
Missing what's missing.
A reflection of my wanting,
A temporal being
Reaching for the Spiritual
Searching for you in desperation.
In desperation, I dream;
Too afraid of the truth
I dream of the pretty lights
And you, so desperately…
15 October 2005
I'm In Love With You
But please don't tell me,
Where to go;
Cos hell's too far
From your heavenly body.

And please don't speak,
If you don't love me
The same way;
Cos my heart can
Only mend so much.

So what I'm saying is I love...

Um, I love
When you smile like that.
And your eyes,
Your eyes could devour me
With just one glance.

So what I'm saying is I love...
So what I'm saying is I love...
I'm trying to say

It's so hard to tell how much
I care;
Because,
Because infinite love is a
Hard figure to express.

Oh, please don't stand so close
Cos your breathe
Makes my heart race

And please don't speak so sweetly
Cos your soft talk
Makes things get oh so hard

Oh, no
Please don't tease me your lips
So soft and sweet
Just one kiss would only leave me
Wanting more

So bare with me and I will
Be there forever.

So just listen to what I'm saying
My Heart is in your hands
But my tongue is tangled up...
My Heart is in your hands
But my tongue is...

I'm in love with you.
8 Sept 2005
The Feeling of Yellow
Yellow plays a different tune,
It sings a lullaby,
A song of safety.

Yellow plays the warmest of warm,
It's sunshine and summer days,
Deepest of embrace.

Yellow plays like a child,
It's marshmallows and a mother's love,
A dream of infinite yesteryear.
24 Aug 2005
Time
Watch the time running
Run, run down your face.
Facing the façade before the inevitable,
Facing the little white lies.

Watch the time bleeding
Bleed, bleed from your eyes.
Eyes replaced by bloodsockets,
Eyes that could never really see.

Watch the time tick
"Tick, tock. Tick, tock," sings the clock.
Clocking away with its arrogant smirk,
Clocking away melodically and haunting us forever.
10 June 2005
The One
I am quiet
Yet my heart speaks volumes
Your smile transcends deep
Deep within me
Because I've never felt like this
I've never felt this way
Before

You're the one for me
You're the one I need
You're the girl of my dreams
The one that I've, that I've been waiting for…

Excuse the clichés
But you make me
All that I've ever wanted to be…

You think I don't care
You think I don't notice
But I'm just scared
And so mistaken…

But you're the one for me
You're the one I need
You're the girl of my dreams
The one that I've, that I've been waiting for

Every time I look at you
You make me feel this way
I feel I'll never feel like this
So come on, baby, come

Every time I close my eyes
I always seem to realize
How much you really mean to me
You really mean so much to me
Never underestimate
These unspoken words I advocate
For your body, soul, and affection

You're the one for me
You're the one I need
You're the girl of my dreams
The one that I've, that I've been waiting for…
You're the one for me
You're the one I need
You're the girl of my dreams
The one that I've been waiting for
The one I've been waiting for
The one I've been waiting for
Though I'm still so unsure…
3 Feb 2005
Runaway Island
Smoker's blues in this dark silhouette
Faded calls and misery sets
On to something else
Distracted minds
And forsaken lies

So I will run away
And so I will run…away
To the island of wonder
To the island, misery
Calls my name
It's called for me…
Everywhere I go….

Wasted hours
And wasted moments
Fall…
And this call of darkness
Keeps pounding harder
Keeps creeping longer
On to me

And I will run away
And so I will run…away
To the island of wonder
To the island, misery
Calls my name
It's called for me…
Everywhere I go….

Sweet surrender
Haven from my sorrow
Tears and falter

The island of wonder…
The island, misery
Calls my name
It's called for me…

So I will run away
And so I will run…away
To the island of wonder
To the island, misery
Calls my name
It's called for me…
Everywhere I go….
1 Feb 2005
Love Stalls
Distant eyes
Seem to wander off
More than often
Less than not.

Pleasant words
Of unhappy hearts
Mix to make us
Draw apart.

How did we falter?
How did we fall?
When did this happen?
When did our love stall…

Subtle surrender
To miserable confusion,
Irrelevant illusions
Allude unsuccessful relations

But
How did we falter?
How did we fall?
When did this happen?
When did our love stall…

Misunderstandings
Abide by the laws
Of time without care
Will lead us to fall

Just tell me…
How did we falter?
How did we fall?
When did this happen?
When did our love stall…

How did we falter?
How did we fall?
When did this happen?
When did our love stall?
1 Feb 2005
Now
I don't understand
That dark winter morning
Grey clouds and emptiness
Dry throat and light head
Woke up from that bad dream
To cold sweat and nightmare…

I need you now
Reach for me, promise me
That you will not for-
Sake me now
I need ya now…
22 Jan 2005
Not the One
I ain't broken hearted..
I'm not all alone.
But why am I so empty?
And left in thirst?

I need you now
Reach for me, promise me
That you will not for-
Sake me now
I need ya now…

Come for now,
Now I need you the most,
Before my heart stops beatin',
And my soul much much worse
Now….

I need you now
Reach for me, promise me
That you will not for-
Sake me now
I need ya now

Oh how I need you…
Now, I need you….
You…
I need you
I need you now
Can't you take a lil moment and just see,
Who I am and where I wanna be…
Can't you see what you have become,
We're nothing more than nothing less
You're not the one

So don't wrap your arms around me
Tell that you love you love me softly,
Coz you don't love me hardly
We're nothing more than nothing less
You're not the one

Tired eyes, drawn out words, and misery
Hanging on by no more than just a thread
Broken hearts, shatter souls, and cigarettes
We're nothing more than nothing less
You're not the one
28 August 2004
Morning Light
Bright light
Peaks quietly
Through the haze
Of this summer morning.

Bright eyes
Smile at me
As I turn
And face you.

White sheets
So pure and clean
Wrap around
Our warm bodies.

Bright smiled
I rise to dress
In this summer heat
And morning light.
24 August 2004
Summer Lovin'
Melted ice cream and this summer heat
No longer children but they're still mild and meek
Little girl eyes and pretty boy smile
Hearts that race with intrinsic love.
And boys always want what the good girls have
But will this naïve spirit give it to him
He speaks so softly with his hands
It hurts just a bit but she likes this pain.

Inside jokes and they laugh in vain
Summer will last forever or longer than spring
Flames will come and flames will go
But how do they know these friendships will last.
24 August 2004
This Place In Love
Big words with small meaning
Are what I'm filling my life with,
I suppose that's why I'm so empty.

Mystification and misunderstanding
Mixes with swirls of trepidation
Deep in the caverns my mind
Allowing me to feel everything
And nothing in this moment.

They say love is strong,
But then why am I so scared?
They say love can conquer all,
But then why am I so weak?
They say love can move mountains,
But then why can't I move?

Leaving me here.
I'm stuck here,
In this one place,
Pondering love and life
While you and the rest move on…
28 June 2004
Shots
Two shots of liquor,
One shot of smile,
Baby, you don't know
What I got in mind.

A lil romancing,
A lil champagne,
Oh! Your soft sweet tongue
Running all over the place.

You act unaware,
With your angelic fascade,
But I know ya no virgin
From the taste of your embrace.

Yes, you've got style,
Yes, you've got grace
With a devillish smirk,
And a coy lil wink.

The way you undress,
The way you move,
The way you make my heart
Go ba-doom-ba-doom-ba-doom!

No comments: